In order to manifest your dreams, you have to believe you deserve them by loving and nurturing your self. Your dreams in their beginning stages are fragile and delicate like a baby growing inside of you, and must be nurtured and loved in order to manifest. Perhaps more research and education is necessary. Explore your options. Keep your thoughts positive and focus on what it is you want. Remember, you are a powerful Creator and what you think and focus on becomes your reality. No, Heaven has not abandoned you. Your team of Angels, Guides, Higher Self, and loved ones who have crossed over are always at your side. Surrender your fears and anxieties to Heaven in exchange for Peace. It’s a good deal!